March 6, 2006
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So Much
GeeeeeeeWhizzzz. Why is it that my mind is always so cloudy, so much going on but maybe very little of any importance. I need to be taking the next step, not so stagnant as this. Why is that I haven't felt used of God in many months. Am I just to be born, live to get rich, and die. Crap this self-importance, self-acknowledging even seems to be where all the crap starts... Kind of stream of consciousness, not to happy, but I think maybe on reading through some of the answers are found in the questions. My mind has been over-taken with thoughts of "my" future, and maybe that is why I am doing nothing that seems anointed by God. Christ didn't even set out to accomplish His will. He set out to do the will of His Father. Maybe I should give college less consideration and just live for other people. Just a thought. Think about it, don't necessarily respond.*
*whenever I give a counter-point, I usually haven't listened to what has first been said.
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We've been there all year and it still feels like we're jumping off a cliff but I remind myself every day that God is with me. And if I'm following Him, I'll be safe.
life.... i think ive come to believe that trying to make sense of it is completley useless, and a powerful headache starter. but, for some reason its impossible for us to just live life, not worrying about why. if you think about it, whats the use of pondering life? no point to it. you get no redeeming value frorm it, because in the long run, you usually dont change your approach or viewpoint. but if you dont, then you just live a boring robotic life.
what a waste of comment. sory dave, just stretching my fingers
i hope that didnt come accross as "dont ponder life"... i was trying to come across as subtly ambiguous there... see my comment at the docsmom site for more clarification... cuz im too lazy to copy/paste. have a delicious spring break! (how was that steak n' swim?)
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