July 26, 2006

  • EXTRA EXTRA!!!!!

    HEY EVERYONE!!! THIS COMING MONDAY ME AND JIM ARE PLAYING AT DAVINCI GELATO at 7:00!!!! YOU SHOULD COME!!!!! (Stone Oak and 1604)

    THIS IS ASONG I HOPE TO PLAY THERE!!!!

    To the one’s that like me most
    My words convey
    An encouragement, a joke
    Or something worth the while to say
    But to you my stories tell of where I stray
    Proof of how I’m vain, profane,
    Or stuck up with far too much to say

    You read my words a way
    Only you can find a way
    All I said was I got sick
    I didn’t say that I can not get over it

    To the ones that take the time
    To be alright
    There is humor, there is time to live
    Time to take and time to give
    But for you I wonder if you’ll take the time
    To let go of things for which I long ago apologized

    You read my words a way
    Only you can find a way
    All I said was I got sick
    I didn’t say that I can not get over it

    If I’m on your mind
    Please take the time
    To take the phone
    And call my home
    I’ll be right there
    ‘cause I still care
    for this to be alright
    for us to be just fine

    You read my words a way
    Only you can find a way
    All I said was I got sick
    I didn’t say that I can not get over it

July 25, 2006

  • SO, my friends, I’ve been learning, I mean really learning about some things. Firstly, soy milk is better for health than is cow milk. Secondly, exercise is much better for general health than is not exercising. Thirdly soy milk just before running is a really really bad choice!


     


     


    I can say this from experience… painful experience

July 21, 2006

  • If you don’t mind, please read this post slowly, thanks.


    Emily: Do any human beings ever realize life while the live it?- every, every minute?


    Stage Manager: No.


                                        Pause


                                The saints and poets, maybe – they do some.”


     


    I watched Our Town tonight with Ben. Jim slept through it but we stayed awake. Thornton Wilder wrote it.


    There’s a fairly simple message. I could  live my whole life and realize once I got to the end that I never noticed anything about it. Everything was about going from one thing to the next, never stopping to soak in the stars, or the sand on my feat, ir the look in my lovers eyes. There is this idea that I could live 50 years married and never see my wife.


    “Emily: with mounting urgency. Oh, Mama, just look at me one minute as though you really saw me. Mama, fourteen years have gone by. I’m dead. You’re a grandmother, Mama. I married George Gibbs… but, just for one moment we’re all together. Mama, just for one moment you’re happy. Let’s look at one another.


    This world is beautiful. On a clear night away from the city, the moon lights up the sky nearly as bright as sunset. When you look into the expanse, you’ll see a blue just darker than baby blue around the moon, and as you follow the blue away from the moon, it fades to navy. This existence is beautiful. It holds texture. It holds planets. It begs to be lived in slow motion.


    I kiss now, not because it is a matter of progression (we were friends, we started dating, we became official, now it is time to follow the pattern, do what others do, do it because it is what people do.), but because the texture on my lover’s lips is something to be prized, to be frozen as in a photograph, to be loved, to be drunk slowly.


    For millennia the Lord has given man seventy years, yet he has lived it as thoughtlessly as if he were pissing groggy-eyed in the morning. Seventy years is all man owns. Let him feel it, every intricate detail as though it were a fine wine to be sipped slowly. Let him feel it, as though it were a kiss on the lips, made lightly and lingering. As though life itself was worth sensing – every, every, minute.

July 20, 2006

  • OK! so I was going to go to bed, but I forgot to tell you what I did after work (which [which being work] was made all-the-more magical by the visitation of one Danny and one Rebekah).


    I WENT… To Walmart!!!! By…. MYSELF!!!


    I went because I had to kill some time before tonight’s IHOP crew left the The Format concert!


    I had no idea what wonder awaited me!


    I ended up with some wonderful finds! First off I found some Starbucks Zen Green Tea! My favourite! I didn’ know they had it and I was uber thankful when I saw it!


    I also found really cheap Ice-pops! they look real tasty


    I got Odwalla limeade!


    I also found some orange neon sandals which I am wearing now and shall wear forevermore! Well, at least tomorrow.


    Then last, but not least, I found some soccer-style ripoff shoes that were made in CHINA with MEXICO printed on the tongue being sold in  the USA!


    A FINAL GOODNIGHT TONIGHT!

  • So I’m kind of a serious guy… often too serious for anyone’s good, THEREFORE!, today’s post is dedicated to the wonderful little things.


    First of all, I think I want to buy some coffee cups from IHOP for my own use! It’s like having a whole set of coffee/tea cups…….. HoWeVeR, my firend, THEY ARE FROM IHOP!!!!


    Secondly, speaking of IHOP!, I just had the “Country fried steak and eggs” (Sunny side-up of course!) It was nearly as wonderful as the company!


    Thirdly, Between the first two items and now, I spent half an hour or so researching how I might procure previously said coffee cups, and I have discovered that IHOP no longer allows customers to purchase their coffee sups! It even says so on their corporate website! All this serves to do is make me want  them more!!! I am a victor (thanks David Evans) and I hope to find a way to get 20 IHOP coffee cups! May God bless my quest!


    Fourthly, I would like a sign for my future house that sayeth not “Bless this Mess”, but “Bless this Quest”


    Fifthly, I think it’s ridiculous that “Bless this Mess” signs don’t have Lord at the beginning. It sounds like a command! “God, do this or I’ll kill you” is what it sounds like to me, however it is 4:22 and I suppose I am getting angry when  really there’s not a whole lot to be angry about!


    To all my friends and all my enemies, may you be one-and-the-same and may you and your children and your children’s children know long and happy lives and be raised on stories of the great power and glory of the Lord, Amen


    Furthermore, There’s this person, this one who makes me want to be a better person (Pious, spontaneous, lovely, gracious).

July 13, 2006

  • To those who are pure, everything is pure…. some people just make you want to be a better person

July 9, 2006

  • Chapter 1

    This last week was crazy! It’s kind of ridiculous that I don’t have an pictures. I got my camera all ready to go and then accidentally left it at home. However!, I do have this apology and the hope that my writing skills will be adequate… hm… we’ll see.


    Speaking of seeing, I suppose that’s what this whole week was about. Seeing, and maybe feeling. The first thing I can remember worth mentioning is what would have to be the best July fourth I can remember! Me, Jim, Allie, Les, Christine, Ben Kraus and Whitney and her sisters all went to the fireworks at Randolph. The clouds had been ominous and threatening throughout the day, but being the risk-takers that we are, we decided to go ahead and see if God would hold back the rain for the fireworks. Well, he didn’t, however, Jim, Whit, Les, and I had a spectacular time playing in the perfectly precipitous rain! There were hopping contests, sock ring-outs, wet wallets and more! Before everyone headed home we spent some time hanging out le chalk house and Jim and I hung out at christines after we took some folks back over there… All in all it was a magical experience.


    Speaking of experience, my lack of experience would have to been one of the many themes that ran through two-thirds of this weekend’s excitement. Prior to this weekend, I had no experience with camping. Me, Jim, Andy, Sarah Schmidt, Chelsea Grist and Emily Harms spent a little more than half of Friday driving to a place called Marfa, Texas. Marfa is a tiny town in west Texas way past Del Rio. At first glance, marfa seems to be somewhat of a ghost town only with illuminated OPEN signs rather than the dusty and deceitful ones that most ghost towns carry. Any traveler could easily mistake marfa to be just another town and pass through without a second thought. That is unless, the traveler goes on purpose.


    Marfa is small town, similar to the one your grandparents live in. Wait, no. Marfa is smaller. But the point is, what seems to be a “left in the fifties” rural area is actually a rural area that because of it’s unassuming exterior serves as a quiet, peaceful sanctuary of art.


    Now - or Here - no. hang on…    -  Ok, This sentence is where you probably expect me to go on about the wonderful exhibits we saw, the depth of artistic work that so unexpectedly came from a place so seemingly disconnected from mainstream society. But that’s not what happened. we arrived on a weekend. The art exhibits are open on weekdays, and there was no special occasion like a festival or anything like that to open them up for the weekend. Instead there was a gas station, a bookstore, and a pizza and lime-ade place.


     


    Really good LIME-ADE


     


    The bookstore was amazing… don’t get me wrong. The modern aesthetics of the inside contrasted comfortably, yeah,warmly with the old, dry, desert-like surroundings. There was even a small art exhibit inside. But that was all. There were No Museums, No Paint, No Brushes, No Things. 


    Looking back on it, our group should have felt a little melancholic, maybe depressed, yeah that’s it. Depressed. After all, we had driven 8 hours, and for what?! We came for art and found half an exhibit! Still there was something that kept our spirits up. Some Art I had rarely seen glimpses of before. There was something about Jimmy, about Andy, about Sarah, Chelsea, and Emily. There was something within that place and something without it.

July 6, 2006

  • LOST SEASON THREE PREMIERE…                           …                               Is the tension building?…                             …       OCTOBER 4th!

July 5, 2006

  • God, What if I Die?

    For you I would do anything
    For you my love I’d even part the sea
    For you I have done everything
    my belle, my girl

    If I gave my life for you, ain’t that enough?
    can’t you feel my love?
    If I gave my only son
    can’t you feel my love?

    I know that you are lonely
    But, Love, just dwell in me
    I know your body’s thirsty
    but your soul will never die

    I love you. I love you. I do.
    I hold you. I hold you. I do.

June 26, 2006